Satellite to Satellite, Radio Out

What am I to do with all this silence?

Dreams of dread

Heart strings blinded

Memories contemplate

Endearing compliance.

..As such, living in defiance.

The past, the present,

The path of mistakes.

Gotta go back

Back to the day.

Repair all the damage

Fix up the change,

Start at birth or go back,

Before the first day.

Calm is gone lines are drawn

Surmountable pressure

A fissure/A suture

Mend up the gesture.

I am the student, and the professor.

I profess with my heart,

My Gloom, and the lesser.

My passion, my desire,

From the bulk of my fire,

Send up the signal

For whom to acquire?

Insecurity is fury, gas and igniter.

Do you condemn all love,

or shun in denile?

Must the signal leave Earth

For the light to go out?

I find myself looking up, when I look down.