Wish

I lost my eyes in the thought of your voice

Missing the way you used to be

I run away chasing thoughts

Putting distance between you and me.

I've done all I can to help you understand

Beyond the hurt and pain–we are not enemies.

Sometimes I think alone.

Sometimes my dreams are gone

Below the stars away from harm,

Though we are separate

We've traveled miles,

Too far now to come back home.

So many stupid things,

We once shared space

Divided we are–three planets away

I placed a wish in the face that I try to forget

My doubts fill me up

To see the surface of what we see

This place was not to be

We're between the dream and the self

Placing memories on a shelf

Two coins: heads, or tails?

Is this home or is this hell? I wish.